I Stand Corrected

I've always said I'm not much of a collector. "Too much to dust." "Too much to keep track of." And my personal fave: "I collect kids, isn't that enough?"

But this year while taking out the Christmas goodies and decking our halls with boughs of stuff, I discovered that I am indeed, gasp, a collector.  Seems over the years I've developed quite a penchant for gathering snowmen to grace my mantle. Or my hearth. Or my walls.  Oh, well, here. You can see for yourself all my little snowmen, spread all over the downstairs of our home!

This little guy adorns my bookshelf, right where

I can see him from my computer.

I smile each time I see his chubby little self.

This is my hospitable greeter, standing sentry at my door.

He's very skinny and I keep trying to fatten him up

with my Christmas cookies and candies to no avail.

He's hanging in the foyer, keeping my greeter

snowman company with a cheerful smile.

Look at the legs on this guy!

This cute little guy used to hang on my tree,

but I put him in the kitchen to keep me company

while I putter about my day.

I snagged these two from certain banishment to

the local G**dWill this summer at my neighbor's yard sale.

Aren't they charming, there on my mantle?

 These two (with their darling pine tree friend) sit across the mantle.

I won them at a vicious rousing game of Christmas gift exchanges.

The other ladies hopefully still like me, even though I fought hard to

win this set back each time it was stolen exchanged away from me.

From the same yard sale this past summer,

this one has become my new favorite.

Although, I do try not to play favorites with my snowmen.

He's perched on my hearth, keeping us company

while we watch Christmas specials by the fire.

 My sister sent me this little pair, after I'd admired it

at her house one year. They are so happy to flank the fireplace

with my other chubby buddy.

Wasn't that so sweet of her to share?

This rotund couple is sitting atop my stereo.

I can almost see them bopping around when

"I Want A Hippopotamus For Christmas"

blasts through the speakers.

I can't for the life of me remember where I got this

snowman angel. But he sure is a cutie.

You can't see it from here, but when he's bumped

(or when the iPod is thumpin'!)

his little wings flutter on a spring. So cute.

Two years ago, I purchased new stockings for all the Gang

and picked snowmen for the kids. I didn't even consciously think about

it then, but I bought an extra one. You know, just in case.

So "Mei Mei" has a snowman stocking waiting in storage

for when she finally comes home to us. 

Even my collection of Christmas pins contains at least one or two

snowmen. Oh. Wait. I also have a collection of Christmas pins.

I AM more of a collector than I thought.  Huh. Who knew?

I was so wrong about myself. I stand corrected.

I am a collector.

We have snowman cups for the table every night.

Thank you, D*ll@r General.

Oh, and look. While I was taking pictures of all the snowmen

in the house, Baby BlueEyes pointed out that I even bought

snowmen plates for last week's holiday bazaar/bake sale at school.

I'm begining to think I'm obssessed... 

And of course, the heart of our home, you know, the refrigerator

canNOT be left out of the fun. Check out my snowman magnet.

Holding up my December menus.

I'm starting to scare myself. But I just can't help it. I mean, have you ever seen a grumpy snowman? They're kinda like Tigger. Happy, cheery, bearers of smile and joy. Who DOESN'T feel better when they see these guys dotting the holiday landscapes?  Mmm, that makes me think. I wonder what OUTDOOR decor I can come up with to make the neighbors smile. 

Well, my snowman flag. Of course!

Sunday Snapshot

Yesterday we immersed ourselves in Christmas festivities. We went to my sister's house for lunch and a cookie decorating party. There were cookies, sprinkles, frosting, more sprinkles, and creativity a'flowin!

They all started out looking like this.

A sugar cookie snowman with a top hat.

And they morphed into . . .

A pink confection complete with finger swipe

down the left side. Li'l Empress was just testing the frosting

for proper consistency, I'm sure.

Baby BlueEyes went with a sort of Sumo Wrestler look.

At least, that's what I think it might be..... None of us are really sure.

LadyBug's snowgirl is sportin' some designer duds, right down

to the purple floral trim around her gown.

It's no surprise that Dr. D was all Eagles all the time.

This homage to LeSean McCoy is carrying my

Gang's favorite kind of football.

No, not chocolate.... CAUGHT.

The entire clan agreed that this was by far the most disturbing

of all the entries to Saturday's decorating festivities.

Some sort of surfer dude rockin' the pink bikini. I don't know.

Usually Shaggy is so meticulous and artistic when decorating.

This makes me wonder if he's starting to crack under the pressure.

I can't believe how many pictures I took of the day.

It was fun to watch the kids (of all ages!)

put their creativity to their giant snowmen.

My brother was especially proud of his little leprachaun cookie.

Doesn't that smile creep you out a little?

My brother's smile, that is. Not the cookie's.

 But for me, the most fun of all was watching those first bites.

She was so excited for that first bite - I could hardly get her

to wait till the camera reset after the last shot!

My niece cracked me up all day.

"One sprinkle for me, one for the cookie."

"One chocolate chip for me, one for my cookie."

That girl knows how to decorate a cookie!

Sumo dude didn't last long in Baby BlueEyes' hands.

Poor thing, he went head first.

When she finished that cookie, her eyes were watering.

Red hots ain't just a name, sweetie!

A grand time was had by all. Great memories, good food, holiday tunes,

and fun conversations. What more could a Momma want?!

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post your own holiday festivities.

Leave a comment here and 

I'll be sure to come by to visit you, too!

Holiday Happy!

Baby BlueEyes has gone to school for two or three

mornings sportin' his Santa hat. He's so excited that tonight

we are picking out our tree. His excitement, apparently, is contagious.

I spied another little boy at the bus stop wearing another Santa hat!

Baby BlueEyes' favorite tradition of the season

is the day we decorate our tree. When we're all done making the tree

sag under the weight of our lights, beads, and ornaments,

we order Chinese take-out, turn off all the lights and watch a holiday

movie together. THAT part of the fun happens on Sunday.

I think that hat is gonna be a pretty permanent fixture at least until then!

Wordless Wednesday

Let the holiday dress up season begin!!!!

I love dressing my girls up in pretty seasonal dresses.

This one is a particular favorite, purchased

at a consignment shop back when LadyBug was three.

Li'l Empress sure can ROCK the animal print!

For more Wordless Wednesday fun,

head over to 5 Minutes for Mom.

And remember, tis the season to give.

Comment love, that is!

Put Down the Coffee. Or the Pepsi! (you know who you are)

A lighter view of the historically reverent and rousing "Hallelujah Chorus" for your listening (and viewing) pleasure. Happy Tuesday to you all!

Please, Do Something

I know everyone has their favorite charities to whom they give each year, but I felt really impressed to share this one with you today. As many of you know, we adopted our Li'l Empress through the wonderful services of Living Hope Adoption Agency.  What most of you DON'T know is that the biggest reason that we felt led to choose this agency out of the tons we researched is their sister organization, called Living Hope International.

Living Hope International is a not-for-profit that intentionally and generously cares for those children in China who cannot be legally classified as "orphans," because they have known, living kin who claim them as family. This, by definition, also makes them unavailable for any international adoption program. Make no mistake, these family members usually still care very deeply for their young grandchildren, nieces, or nephews. They just do not have the resources to feed, house, or educate them. Instead, these children have been surrendered to the care of the various homes run by Living Hope International.   They are taken in, provided for, loved lavishly, educated, and even given trade skills. They are equipped and prepared to enter Chinese society and be contributing adults who can care for themselves and their families. The staff who do all this live out their love and their faith in front of these kids every day. THEY ARE CHANGING HEARTS AND TRANSFORMING MINDS, through the power and the action of The Word.

Group picture of the kids, staff, us, and the other

family that traveled with us to adopt - from Sept. '08

Recently, we began a formal sponsorship of a young girl who grabbed my heart back in Sept. '08 at a visit to the Beijing home. Lois has never left my heart or my thoughts and I found myself ELATED to learn that she would be traveling with the Living Hope Angels when they came to the region this fall. This Living Hope Angels tour was a fund-raising and awareness campaign that gave us multiple opportunities to interact with Lois, (thanks to a great translator!) and to see the sweet spirit and bright mind that she possesses. As we observed this side of Living Hope International's ministry and mission in their homes, we obeyed the prompting of God to provide financial support that will allow Lois to continue to live in a home full of love and big, wide open doors of opportunity. Her picture is posted on our fridge, and now our whole family stops to look at it, remember the lovely girl that they finally all got to meet, and pray for her.

"Our" Lois, hugging me on the day we met.

She said to me, "I will not forget you."

And she burrowed into my heart that day.

I rarely talk about this kind of thing here on my blog, because I get that money and giving and charity are a very personal thing. But at this time of year, many folks are looking for additional ways to be generous. And I'm putting this in front of you, praying that the incredible blessings of wealth and freedom that we enjoy here in the U.S. and as children of our AWESOME FATHER might prompt someone to step out and give generously. It's a smaller, lesser-known charity, but it is doing big, amazing things in lives and hearts.

Classroom tours from our Sept. '08

visit to the Beijing home

Truthfully, it's changing our hearts and minds, too. The power of investing so tangibly in the life of another person - participating in their equipping and educating is something that I know is also investing in my own kids here at home.

I trust that you will check them out and prayerfully consider what you can do. Even if it's is just sharing the information with someone you know, someone who has a heart and a passion for China, it's something. 

Please, do something.

Tangled

Ever since Li'l Empress started sleeping in her big girl bed last week, we've noticed a change in her sleeping habits.  In her crib, she used to snuggle in on her belly, doggy under one arm and wubby under the other. Always tucked under the same arms, I might add. She'd start out with her little hiney wiggling around in the air and flatten out as I laid the blanket over her and tuck it around her for "cozy rosie."

However, all that has changed.  With the placement of her bed and her pillow now at the opposite end of the room, she sleeps on her side or her back. (When she isn't sneaking out of bed to snitch books to "read," that is.) I suspect that it's because she likes to be able to see the door from her bed. This new habit of sleeping on her back has wreaked havoc on her hair. Yesterday, I posted on my F@cebook status that Baby BlueEyes hair always looks like he endured a series of "swirlies" in his dreams. But he's got NOTHIN' on this girl of mine.

And THIS is after she'd been up for a while.

After the forces of gravity had weighed down

the crown portion that was sticking

STRAIGHT UP

when she came downstairs!

Sigh. If this keeps up, she might NEVER have thick enough hair, heck ENOUGH hair AT ALL!, to do more than two little tiny piggies on the very top.

Extending the FUN!

The Christmas Give-Away over at 5 Minutes for Mom has been extended till this Saturday, December 4th. How cool is that?  It sure allows slacker moms like me a little bit of time to still get in on the fun... I'm always happy about extensions of deadlines, especially this time of year!

Head over here and join the fun. You can find all the rules and details to enter.  And pick yourself up one of the cool buttons for the event, like the new one on my sidebar. You never know, you might win something really cool.

Wordless Wednesday - sorta

We dismantled the crib and

put it in storage for our mei mei...

She jumped into bed with all her clothes on

once it was made up and BEGGED

to do "nuggles and night nights."

All the kids clapped and cheered for her

and her new big girl bed.

I think they were as excited as she was!

Head over to 5 Minutes for Mom

to link up HERE and join the fun!

TAAAAA DAAAAAAH!

So here it is, my new digs.  Same address, but we've taken it down to the studs and completely remodeled.  And by "we" I totally mean Christie.  Yeah, all I did was say "yes" and "Can we move that here?" and "Too green"  and "Cool, can I maintain that awesomeness on my own?"  You know, kinda like home improvement projects go around here at the Gang's actual house.

I love it here. And I hope you do too. If you are looking for a fresh new look and a brand new friend for life, head over to Bushel & a Peck Designs. Tell Miss Christie that The Gang's Momma sent you.  She'll treat ya right!

I'll be back later with some Wordless Wednesday of Li'l Empress and her new big girl bed... Stay tuned, you won't want to miss the cuteness!

Let the Crazy Begin

We're taking the next step in our adventure of crazy. Today, our mailman will get the privilege of joining in the journey to our next daughter. I feel elated. Scared. Joyful. But most of all, settled. This is right. This is the path that God has for Our Gang. Prayers for His Light to illuminate the path would be so appreciated.

LadyBug, Baby BlueEyes and I all laid hands on it and prayed over it before I let them run it to the mailbox. We prayed for God's hand to be on our little mei-mei, that He would hand-pick her for our family like He did for our Li'l Empress. That He would prepare us and her for our joining together as family. And that He would watch over her and this process and give us strength, patience, and wisdom along each step of the way. I must admit, watching them RUN to the mailbox together to drop it in and raise the flag was touching. They are so excited and I am confident that mei-mei will be regularly covered in their prayers.

Raise that flag!

It's a red letter day for sure!

Oh, and One More Thing Before I Go

. . .before I go enjoy the food and fun with my family for tomorrow's feast, that is. . .

I know I'm late to the game on this one, but so my whole last month goes..... But apparently there's a cool give-away going on over at Ni Hao Y'all.  And you all know how much I love me some giveaways. Add to the fact that Miss Stefanie is spearheading the effort and I'm over that.  Late, I know. But all over it now. :)

So, head over to her post today. Join in the fun. And tell her The Gang's Momma sent ya. Cuz she's not already scared enough of my stalker tendencies.

Really, You Have No Excuse

I have a lovely blogging friend whom I first met through the forums of our mutual adoption agency. We've watched over each other's adoption journeys, prayed for one another, encouraged one another, and advocated together for other mutual friends within our agency's community and beyond. She and her hubby are working toward another adoption, of sweet little Lilianna.  And they really need your help.

GO HERE!

Read her post to find out what you can do.

It's so easy and so quick that you really have no excuse.

Please, check it out now.

And while you are on her site, surf around a little bit and see if there might be some pretties that you can order to further help their adoption journey to Liliana. I recently purchased some beach towels for my nieces and nephews and now I've got a few extra little hearts petitioning the Father on Liliana's behalf while they dry off after bath time!

You Might Want to Click Through For This

If you are used to reading me in a reader or subscription service, you might want to re-think that in the coming days.

Remember that blog make-over contest I told you all about a while back?  Do you remember that I won that contest?  Well, Miss Christie and I have been swapping emails back and forth for quite a long while now and she's helping me figure out what I want. In fact, she's been inordinately patient and kind through the last few weeks of crazy, busy here at The Gang's house.  And she's getting ready to roll out my new look soon.

So, you should keep an eye out for the changes we've been brewing up together and start clicking through the subscribers to land directly here on my page. You know, in order to view the loveliness that she is cooking up for me. I'm quite pleased with the look and I think you all will like it, too.

Don't forget that she's doing all this as a celebration of the launch of her new blog design business. You can find out more about that by heading over to Bushel & A Peck Designs.  She's really quite talented and I'd love for you to support this mommy-business of hers if you are in the market for a new site or a new look for your existing site.

Can't wait to see my new digs go live!

25 Things For Which I Am Thankful

There's a fun thing going around F@cebook this month, where you post as your status the thing you are most thankful for on that particular day. I'm not consistent enough with the slow dribble like that, so I'm cramming all my thankful's into one big post. Since Thanksgiving falls on the 25th, I'm giving you the big 2-5. This is likely to be a rather random, stream-of-consciousness kind of list, so hang in there with me. My brain is a scary place on Mondays!

~ My 25 Thankful's ~

1. I am very grateful for my dad's recovery from bypass surgery.
2. I am thankful for the love and support of my family, my siblings, and my friends, especially during times like my dad's surgery.
3. Thank you to all my bloggy and real-life friends who prayed for my dad and our family.
4. I am grateful for my mom and dad's church family, who are taking such phenomenal care of them both during this time.
5. I appreciate my local church's leadership team. They have great big hearts for the folks they serve and an unquenchable desire to take Jesus out to the world around us.
6. I am thankful for all the wonderful friends I've made through the adoption community. What a privilege to be part of an extended family with such big, giving, generous hearts!
7. I am very thankful for my lovely home and that The Boss enjoys making it "home" just as much as I do.
8. I thank God every day that He chose to allow The Boss and I to partner on this crazy, wild ride of our life together. He is my love, my best friend, and the anchor for our home.
9. I am grateful for the great five kids (so far!) that God has entrusted to my care. Each one of them is so unique and special - knowing them and parenting them is the joy of my life!
10. Thank you, Lord, for the friends who have known me "forever" - they are such treasures to me and the comfort and accountability to be real with them is a gift I don't take lightly.
11. I am thankful for the opportunity to embark on yet another adoption journey - that HE trusts us enough with another little heart to parent is not something I take lightly.
12. Thank you, Father, for protecting and keeping our next daughter until we meet face to face.
13. Thank you, Father, that you already know her. That you love her more than we ever can. That you have her life in your hands.
14. I am grateful for the folks who serve all over the world to keep our nation and others safe from terrorism and war.
15. Thank you, to the families of those who serve - your sacrifice and service is just as important as that of your loved ones.
16. I am thankful for my Mom, who taught me to take care of my family and my home, and to cook. I'm so grateful that she instilled in me a love of cooking!
17. I am thankful for my Dad, who taught me to "do the right thing" all the time. And to follow hard after Jesus.
18. I am grateful that the path of my life isn't following the safe, "2.5 kids and a white picket fence" route that I thought I wanted when I was younger.
19. Thank you, God, that even when I don't know what the next step in that path will be, I know YOU and I know YOU will never leave us on the path without a plan!
20. I am so thankful for laughter. I don't do it enough, but God has given me five little treasures who remind me daily that laughter is a gift.
21. I am thankful for books. And for the quiet time to read them. Occasionally :)
22. I am thankful for The WORD - when it heals, when it comforts, and even when it hurts. 
23. Thank you, Lord, for the blessing of living in a nation where we can freely pray, read The Word, and share it.
24. I am grateful that I am healthy and that my hubby and my kids are healthy, too.
25. I am thankful for a nation that recognizes the importance of a day of thanks.

Sunday Snapshot

This was a big weekend of celebration and fun for The Gang... Among other things, on Friday, our Dr. D turned 15. Regardless of my pleadings and begging and bemoaning the facts, these kids of mine just keep marching through life, becoming more and more grown-up every day. Sometimes, every minute. What's a Momma to do?!

The day began with an old-fashioned

sour cream cake donut

and a rousing rendition of

"Happy Birthday" sung badly

by Shaggy and I.

I couldn't believe he chose plain over chocolate.

He did NOT get that from me.

The day ended with a super-moist

home-made chocolate cake with Grandma's recipe

for chocolate butter cream frosting.

In between sweet treats, he finally got to open

his long-awaited Eagles Sn^ggie.

Yes, he asked for a Sn^ggie.

SO.... Momma got him a Sn^ggie.

Confuscius say, "Dr. D a very wise and handsome son."

Happy Birthday, Dr. D!!! You are a wonderful son, full of passion, talent, drive, joy and laughter. You bring such fun to our lives. Your dad and I are so proud of the young man you are becoming. We pray every day that you find your joy in Him and that you abandon yourself to His plan for your life. We can't wait to see what that will be - we know for sure it won't be boring!!!

And I can't wait to snuggle with you on the couch tonite to see our 'birds kick some serious Giant hiney.

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Breathe. Breathe. Count to Ten. And Breathe.

This morning, I sat in a stupor in front of my computer, waiting for the coffee to brew. The kids were all over the house, at varying stages in their morning routines. Li'l E asked if she could go upstairs with Baby BlueEyes and I said, "No, he needs to finish getting ready for school." The house fell silent as the Gang all worked towards getting ready. The silence should have been my first clue.  I falsely assumed that Li'l E didn't hear me say, "No...." because of her stuffy nose and head cold. I assumed that she was upstairs, judging by the numbers of footsteps I could hear back and forth in the hall above my head. I sat unconscious in front of the computer for a few moments longer. 

When I got up to escort the kids to the door for our morning prayers and hugs and kisses, I found this on the kitchen floor.

Covering about 6 floor tiles in the walkway of the kitchen. Seems someone was practicing her penmanship. "H" must be the letter of the day. Which explains the silence. That's what I get for assuming.

It's a good thing I have a nice new Mr. Clean Magic Eraser in the pantry.

It's a good thing I have been working on delaying and containing my reactions lately.Again. Always. Ugh.

Breathe. Breathe. Count to Ten. And Breathe.

My Apologies

I'm sorry. I can't talk right now. 

And maybe not for the next couple days.

I'm busy listening. And singing.

And smiling.

And even maybe doing a little dancing.

Okay, ya caught me. Lots of dancing.

Deluxe Edition style.

Random Musings of an Overtired Momma

These are things that have been floating through my mind in recent days.

• I just spent two whole days in Hershey and the only chocolate I had was two of Miss Crystal's crazy-good and oddly-shaped chocolate chip cookies. Or maybe it was three? It was late, things were fuzzy.
• Liz Curtis Higgs is one funny lady. I can only dream of being even just a smidge of her kind of funny. If you've never heard her speak, you MUST. Really.
• Laughter really is good medicine. For heart-ache, for disappointment, for frustration, for PMS. I'm just sayin'...
• Militaryhandbags.com might just be my new favorite website. I thought the founder/designer was cute as a button on Fox News, but meeting her in person was one of the highlights of my whole weekend.

• My husband snores very loudly compared to my girlfriend roomies.
• I'm not normally a fan of female vocalists, but Kim Walker is really phenomenal. Her voice, her passion, her annointing, and her cute haircut, which must be newer since the sites have her pictured differently.
• (I know, I'm late to the game on the phenomenon that is becoming Kim Walker! I'm not so cutting edge with my worship music choices 'round here.)
• I've been home two days and I still haven't had any chocolate. I really need to do something about that.
• Maybe giving me some chocolate (soon?!) will help me tackle the laundry. And the paperwork. And the "To Do" list. So far, the coffee is only helping minimally.
• Or maybe I should just sit down and read my new book.  With my chocolate.

Thank You, American Veterans

"People sleep peaceably in their beds

at night only because

rough men stand ready

to do violence

 on their behalf."

George Orwell

Thanks to my dad, (retired Army)

and my father-in-law, Eli Whitney (retired Air Force)

for your service to your country in time of need.

Thanks to Brett Johnson, and our many other friends
for your current service to

your God, your nation, your family and ours.

May God hold you in the palm of His hand

and bring you home safely to us all.

Wordless Wednesday

Baby BlueEyes and his cousins -

crazy look-alikes, huh?

For more Wordless Wednesday fun,

head over to 5 Minutes for Mom.

Let me know you stopped by . . .

She's Not The Only One . . . Part 2

This is the continuation of yesterday's post . . .

Head HERE to read that one first, please!

In October, we had a conversation that changed all that.  The funny thing, is that we were instant chatting on F@cebook, while he was on the train heading home from work.... Not the most intimate, but it will forever be one of my most memorable conversations. He was sharing some snippets (and by snippets, I mean like our 20-years of quick code and shorthand in instant message form!) of what he'd been wrestling with behind the pressures of the big project at work. Things that he hadn't shared while he was so focused on that big project (which, by the way, went amazingly well and is still being applauded by his management and co-workers as highly successful). Things that he knew God was asking him to consider. So I asked him, "Does that mean I can go ahead and request an application? Does that mean you also sense that we have another daughter waiting for us?"

He said, (and I quote) "Yes. And yes."

I love that man of mine. Cuts right to the chase.

With as few words as possible.

And with the vast amounts of great wisdom and maturity that I'm known 'round here for, I panicked.  Yes. Yes, ma'am I did.

I spent the next week or two having mini-mental melt-downs of doubt and fear. In between the feelings and thoughts of pride at The Boss's journey and excitement at the idea of another sweet little person to love and welcome to our home.  It went something like this in the scary world that is my head:

SIX kids? Am I crazy?

Folks are gonna say we're insane. And bleeding hearts.

And biting off more than we can chew.

What the heck are we thinking?

What, is he crazy?

(You know, cuz it's always so productive

to blame your spouse when you are awake

at 2 a.m. and anxiety-ridden.)

Where are we going to get the money for that?

What will our friends and family think?

How on earth am I going to feed them?

Sheesh, where is everyone going to sleep?

We're gonna need another bathroom!

What are folks gonna think?

Yes, I did. I went there. Not all the time. Not even everyday. Mostly when the house was quiet and I'd fallen exhausted into bed.  When I was really, really tired. When The Boss was working late and the van was doing triple duty as the local taxi. When I was out of bread and peanut butter. AGAIN.

And so I turned to the Psalms.  After all, lots of folks thought David was crazy.  I mean, his own wife questioned his sanity. I particularly pored over the likes of Psalms 61, 62, 68, 71, and 92. Reminding myself that HE is my strength. He is my portion. He knows me and my capabilities and my potential in Him better even than I do. HE alone is who I need to be concerned with pleasing. He is my judge.

We are proceeding slowly. Cautiously. We don't have more than a step or two illuminated before us. But that's okay for now. We know The Lamp Lighter. We know He won't lead us astray. And we know He is patient and gentle in the leading. That works really well for us for now. 

I find tremendous comfort and truth in the pages of the Psalms. And I guess if I'm gonna go crazy, I'd like it to be in the company of good folks. Like The Boss. Like King David.  Like Stefanie.

She's Not The Only One . . . Part 1

Did you ever notice that "Crazy" tends to exist on a continuum?  And that that line is wavering, blowing madly in the wind, and different for every bit of "Crazy" that is out there?  Head over HERE and read Stefanie's post.  Then come back. Cuz I've got something crazy to tell ya.

And believe me, sometimes my crazy feels a whole lot crazier than I care to admit. But it's my crazy and I love it.

Most of the time.

Are you ready?  Did you read that beautiful, crazy, vulnerable, convicting post?  Really, if you didn't, then not much of my crazy is gonna make sense to you. Not that crazy really ever makes sense. At least not to those looking in from their non-crazy, safe places. . . .

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Here's my crazy.

Right now, sitting in our "inbox" is an application to the Waiting Child program through Living Hope Adoption Agency. Incomplete, but sitting there, nonetheless.

The fact that it's sitting there at all is testament to a work that only God could do. In my heart. In The Boss's heart. In our marriage. In our home.  It's our own little version of "crazy" and we are embracing it slowly and carefully.

None of you, my dear readers, will be surprised, I'm sure, to know that I've longed for another adoption journey almost from the day we joined the Waiting Child program back in the winter of '08.  Something burrowed into my heart in that season, once I threw my heart's doors open to the gentle, repeated knocking of my Jesus. Something that invigorated me, that inspired me, that challenged me, and that brought me to my knees. Figuratively, internally, and literally, in my little prayer chair.

The desire, no the NEED, to advocate for these precious kids has become my passion.  I have learned so much. I have been able to share so much. And I've found a whole new level of excitement about my life and my calling as a mom. I LOVE writing now more than ever and have been so blessed to be able to share that in some really cool venues. But in all of that, underneath that simmering excitement, I still had a sense that advocacy wasn't all that there was for me. For US here at The Gang's headquarters.  I kept approaching The Boss about it, planting little seeds, trying not to nag, wondering if he was on board with building our family further.

At the same time, The Boss was loving on our kids, settling into the idea of being a dad to five, and feeling like this latest big life change was enough for him. That it was time to settle in, settle down, and coast in our new "normal" for a little while. Not that he ever really gets to coast. Between the pace at his workplace, our involvement in our local school and local church, the busy-ness of five really active and interesting kids, and a fairly high-maintenance wife (he says I'm not, but I really think my high need for TIME with my hunny and my kids makes me kinda high-maintenance...in a good way), there's not a lot of actual coasting going on. More like holding steady the course and navigating safely through high seas. Snort.

Fast forward to last winter. We'd slipped into the groove of that new normal, The Boss was gearing up for one of the biggest, highest-pressured projects of his job description, and I was feeling increased need to articulate that we were not finished building our family. What followed was a series of about 6 or 7 months of "tabling" lots of conversations that were too involved, too complicated, too intimate to be solved or resolved in one sitting. And for many of those months, one sitting was all we had. Heartfelt communication and really connecting over dreams, goals, and our family mission was not high on the priority list. For this communicator, it was a quiet, denying of "my rights" kind of season (I don't say this to be noble. In fact, I also learned some ugly truths about how selfish I am). For my "one focus at a time" guy, it was necessary survival. For our marriage? Well, let's just say: Lesson learned. This is not the recommended way to keep your home vibrant and moving forward in healthy ways!

(Looking back now, I see that we chose to table a lot more

than should have been tabled. And then some.

We may have been married 20 years and

learned a lot along the way, but we're still learning.

And that lesson was learned the hard way.)

Come back tomorrow for the rest of the grand adventure into "Crazy" that we've been on . . .

Do You Need a Little Grace?

Hey guys,

There's another "Yay! Free Friday!" 
over at Baby Be Blessed today.

Today's prize is an adorable little doll named "Grace"

that would make an excellent gift for any little girl in your life.

I especially like the verse on her Scripture patch:

"He has made
everything beautiful
in its time."

Ecclesiastes 3:11

Head over HERE to join in the fun.

I REALLY Wanna Win This One!!!

It's no secret to any of you regular readers just how crazy, flipped-out I am over the lovely Miss Stefanie. 

And I think it's safe to say I've made myself perfectly clear just how amazing I think those Wild Olive Tees are.  (Gosh, did you hear how "Mom-ish" I sounded there?! I feel like I was channeling Harriet from Family Matters there for a  bit!)

And not to be forgotten in the amazing awesomeness of the lovely Miss Stefanie's tri-fecta is No Hands But Ours. Really, if you aren't following their blog, you must. You really must. 

But I digress...

So when I tell you that there's a big deal give-away going on over at Wild Olive Tees, and that the grand-prize is a visit with the lovely Miss Stefanie (and her co-hort in WOT's amazingness, Miss Amie), well, then you pretty much can guess just HOW! STINKIN'! EXCITED! I am by it all.

Right? You could guess that, right?

(I must be excited. I hardly ever use pink.
But it works here, doesn't it?)

So. The give-away.  They are celebrating the re-vamp of the Wild Olives Tees website. And they absolutely have a ton to celebrate. It's a beautiful new site. Classy. A pleasing bit of eye-candy for the loyal WOT shopper. Like me. Very celebration-worthy. (Speaking of which, I'm in process for a bit of re-vamp here, myself.  Can't wait to see what my new blog will look like. Keep checking in. It shouldn't be long now...)

Here's the scoop:  Get yourself over HERE

to check out the details of the give-away.

But, please. Don't enter. Because you love me and want the very best for me. And I promise you: the very best for me would be that grand prize. Really. It would. Cross my heart.

And just in case you might ever doubt the pure delight that IS a Wild Olive Tee, I submit the following evidence:

Delightful, no?

(Said in the most humble manner possible!

The delightfulness for me resides in the fact that

my lovely daughter actually deigned to sit

and POSE with her Momma

without an ounce of tween angst!)

Wordless Wednesday

My two sleepy babies.

In a rare moment of peace

between them . . .

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here and there!

Say I Love You

Many of you may have heard by now that my dad had an emergency triple by-pass on Friday afternoon. I, and my two sibs who live locally, went right up to be with my mom during the surgery. The Boss held down the fort here at home so that we could focus our time and attention on Mom and Dad.  It was very, very difficult to see him so incapacitated on Friday night and earlier on Saturday morning. But by the time I left the hospital on Sunday afternoon, he was looking much more like himself. He'd had a lap around the nurses' station, was sitting up joking and talking with us and even eating light meals.

We are incredibly grateful for the hand of the Lord that kept Dad from permanent heart damage - according to the doctor, it's a miracle that he hadn't suffered a major heart attack thus far, when considering where the blockages were and how critical they were to major blood flow. We're also grateful that the hospital was able to assemble a team so quickly and that "the number one guy" was available to head that team. Further, we are so appreciative for the prayers, compassion, support and help that folks lent us over the weekend. It was a beautiful thing to see my mom so well cared for, and to hear of the loving prayers that folks were praying on our behalf.  I'm feeling incredibly blessed to still have my Daddy alive and kicking AND to feel the support of so many friends and family around me today.

Please keep my dad and my mom in your prayers moving forward toward recovery. It will be quite a few weeks before he is released to resume any "light duty" of regular life and we all want to see him come out of this refreshed and healed well. "Light" duty isn't really in his vocabulary!

Be sure to say "I love you" today and often. When emergencies like this happen, that love gives strength that you can't even imagine.